Being Tested And Owning It

 Well, I will go straight into this with no filter. I am being tested right now. There are some specific people that for some reason need to see how far they can push me. I will not give the details here for many reasons, however, I am truly being tested. In my life thus far, I have been tested many times over and each time I have made it through with some of the most valuable lessons that any human being could hope to have. This does not mean that they all ended well, they just left me stronger.

  I referenced the tight chest a blog or so ago. It visited me again tonight. I will deal with it in a very passive way because it would love nothing more than to control me and make me its slave. However, it is my choice whether to allow that or not. I am not invincible to the hits, however, I am a diligent student on how to circumvent them. The number one rule is, it's only personal if you allow it to be. Then and only then is it personal. It does sting though, it stings to the core.

   A well known speaker said recently that we only get really upset about the things that we really love or care about. That can fall into many categories, so no need to list them. The truth of the matter is that just because you care does not mean that other people will or even try to for that matter. There are certain people that are just confined to an imaginary cell that keeps them rooted in low vibrations. So at this point, the ball is in my court. This is not personal, it's business personal.

   Understand that I am retaining my positive and compassionate side as I type these words. Allowing your balance to be infiltrated by an outside force hurts you triple fold. My mind is equivalent to a department store. I say when I open and close. I say what leaves the store for a lesser price. I say who gets to work with or for me. I also control who gets benefits and who does not. But most importantly, I get to set the entire tone of the establishment because my investment is what created it in the first place.

    A meditation is in order. I received a new set of meditation music from one of my favorite musicians and human beings in the world today electronically. She sent me a message and told me that she had just put it online for sale. I supported her immediately and downloaded it. I would love for you to have it as well. It can be found HERE . If you require some relaxation for your yoga practice or even meditation, please support my friend and former college buddy.When I tell you that it could not have come at a better time, I mean it. The mind has to be fed calm if it is not finding it on its own. That is just factual.

    Goodness gracious...The heart sure does beat faster when you are working through something doesn't it? I am so grateful to be alive and to be able to feed myself the mental meal of my choice when the wrong plate has been brought to my table. Take care of you more than you think you should. It matters. Sending you solid vibrations of love and forward motion.



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